it's an all out alert! it's happening!

holy cow...

it is happening despite all the times i have sworn it wouldn't...she's graduating! it's official bc the school is planning a graduation service!

i was partially aware...don't get me wrong, but i thought we'd just enjoy all the senior nights up to now, eat some cake and she'd still be hanging tight next year.

but she's graduating!

see, there's a small problem...i love having p around. she's actually fun to be with. i love kids when they get to be teens...you all can have the diaper years! give me a teenager and that's some good, old fashion fun!

but i regress...we must continue on my meltdown...it's our final senior night coming up. baccalaureate is planned. graduation is planned. and we are organizing the open house.

when i was taking her senior pics, you would think that would have been a clue. nope. just another senior shoot.

but the last college visit...and the "finding a roommate" deal...that was it. it's final!

i guess i will survive...i mean, my parents did and their parents before them. although i'm certain that p is a way better kid than i was.

so, pray for me...i can't be this old. SHE can't be this old. wow. not a kid. a woman.

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Michelle said…

I'm so not ready for that, but fortunately I have another 9 years. LOVE the senior photos you captured. She's gorgeous. Good luck with her heading out!

5/15/2013 2:03 PM

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